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18 is horrible?!

Hello and Assalamualaikum. It is so funny to know that i am here right now instead of writing about my day in my journal. But, I kind of miss this blog’s vibe. So, hi! It’s me again. I’ve been facing a lot of craps during my adulting. It feels like I wanna turn back time to my childhood when I was so happy and my mind was so peace. I didn’t have to think much about myself, my future. Yeah. Lately, I’m always thinking about how am I in the future, eventhough I don’t really like to think about those when I was younger. Like, I was so laid back and had so much fun in my life. When I was 17, the ‘overthinking’ things came across my mind. And! It happens everyday like almost everytime I breathe. I surely don’t like this because I wanna have fun life like others. The others that don’t think so much about how their future gonna be. I think I should distract myself with other distractions but I don’t know what I wanna do to distract myself because the ‘overthinking’ things always haunts me. S...

A Lot Of Things Happened and Will Happen

Hey, it's been awhile I didn't even spill the tea here. Since, I am a big girl now and life becomes very hectic. I miss the day when I just could do anything that I was interested on. Anything, yeah. Writing is apart of them. But here is me, I have to sacrifice all my interests and just throw them in the deep blue sea 'cause I am not the old me anymore. I am the 17 years old girl who will face the most terrifying and horribly examination called SPM. SPM is such a big deal for me. As if I were not the one who always wanted to take account stream, SPM won't be very big deal. So, shame on me 'cause this is all my fault. I just kept remembering the day when i got transferred to a new school by my parents. Yes, I went to a new school too! Isn't it exciting? Okay, back to the story. The teacher asked me if I could just take science stream. Oh my god, NO! Damn, it is so freaking depressing. I'm telling you, science is depressing, FOR ME. I don't live for it. Bu...